Twentyone

Love..is when he would drop by to have dinner with you, eventhough he had a full day of lessons and extracurricular activity.

Thank you for taking care of me and making sure I'm not alone :)

Twenty

I think I can't say this enough. But you were awesome today.
Still so impressed that you can actually decide to run for the team all of a sudden with no fuss and you so easily owned it. :) To me, you are a winner today. With no practice and no preparation, heck, even without proper attire you did well. :)

Then I began to wonder if I am actually capable of such feats too. But, sadly I'm not :( I will learn to though. Learn to be a little like you; be able to handle situations in a calm manner and own it.

Thank you for taking the trouble to wake up and fetching me, though I was so annoyingly agitated the whole morning. Thank you for showing me how much you care (you sacrificed sleep..) and thank you for showing me how a positive attitude can attain great heights :) <3

Nineteen

My phone's screen is the first thing I'd look at every morning - to see if you've already dropped a morning greeting or, I'll be the first one to. 

It's kinda great knowing that you're the first person I greet when I want to start my day and the last person I say good night to, before I retire for bed. It's also quite funny how we do not get tired of updating each other on the whats happening to us, each day, whenever we're apart <3 

Eighteen

It does hurt me when you're ill, injured or hurt :(

Seeing you even having the slightest hint of a flu would make me want to wrap you up in a blanket and make sure you get loads of rest. I tend to do this because I know not of anything to help make you better except to care, even more :)

I know how loved I am whenever I am sick, and I hope, you are too. <3

Seventeen

Time spent with you would make hours seem like seconds and days like minutes. Every time we part and meet again, it is as if I am falling in love with you all over again. :)

We watched a deeply touching movie today, and I could still remember this one line that could possibly describe how I do feel, everyday.

" I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever"

 

All your forms. How we are, what we do and what happens around us, would change us and how we look to one another, daily. And no matter what happens. No matter what changes. I would always love you :)

(Your mum's birthday. Han Room)

Sixteen

We were driving past various traffic lights on the way back to your place, after a meeples session (I think) and we were just listening to songs on the radio. The topic about what songs were being written about, came up. And in your boyish charm, and with that little smirk, you started singing about socks. 

Socks. 

My little obsession with wearing them, and also in the most hideous patterns and colours you could ever find. 

I couldn't really forget that day, and how it made me feel. 

It felt as if we knew each other so very well. We..connected. We clicked. It was as it I've been with you all my life. The way we talked and the way we bickered about these little details. Socks. Nothing more insignificant than that. Yet, it was, for the both of us <3

(On the way to Penang! In 2011)

Fifteen

Midnight texts.

Though we have very VERY different sleeping patterns, reading an unread text when/if I wake up for a wee, would definitely cheer me up. Knowing that you were thinking of me before you fall asleep and that you care to tell me that you're home, safe.

Somehow it always feels as though you're right next to me. I feel safe knowing that no nightmares could harm me, with you 'by my side'.

:)

Fourteen

Sometimes I'd look back and think, who would I have been if I hadn't met you?


I definitely would not know how to enjoy mamak food; all the roti canai, tosai, chapati and banana leaf rice! I would not have been able to bring out the board-game addict in me. I would not know how to love nor how to share. I would still be the timid person I once was. I would still be too shy to sing in public.

Because I've met you, you taught me alot about life, about living and loving myself.

<3 thank you for always being my support pillar :)

Thirteen

Alas, I couldn't find the picture of us in my room, where you gave me a piggy-back ride! :(
I loved that you're able to always carry me, no matter how heavy I am, and that you love me just the way I am. Heavy or not.

I've heard so many stories of friends whose boyfriends would restrict them from eating, and complain about their weight, but not with you. You'd urge me to eat, and had never ever gave negative remarks regarding my weight. <3

But, thats aside the point.
Piggy-back rides. I secretly love them :P Like how I actually love being carried around. I just don't want you to hurt yourself, in the process :) You're tall, and more susceptible to obtaining some vertebral injuries, particularly near your c5 to c7 and lumbar region. So no, no carrying. Not until I'm a little lighter ;) But thank you for always entertaining my requests :D For that, I'm always glad.

Our most recent picture :)

 Us in 2010! 

Twelve

Love.

When it hits you, it hits you hard.

You've been my best friend, for almost a full 4 years already.
We've been through so much together. Ups and downs.
You know me more than I do myself, sometimes.
How many awesome moments with you, that I told myself, how great it would be, if I had a video camera that would record our every moment together, so they can be stored forever, and viewed whenever.

Truth is, though I tried to click the Save button in my hippocampus, I sometimes forget the details. Little details of our beautiful enthralling adventures together; like what was happening around us, were your hands gripping tightly around mine, or were you trying to tickle me or give me a little tap on my nose.

I don't want to forget.

I'm thankful we LOVE to take pictures together, at least in 20 or 30 years to come, we could still look back and remember the important parts, the happy memories and how in love we are.

Thank you, once again for bringing me to the convention! <3 My insanity must have taken you aback :P