Twentyone

Love..is when he would drop by to have dinner with you, eventhough he had a full day of lessons and extracurricular activity.

Thank you for taking care of me and making sure I'm not alone :)

Twenty

I think I can't say this enough. But you were awesome today.
Still so impressed that you can actually decide to run for the team all of a sudden with no fuss and you so easily owned it. :) To me, you are a winner today. With no practice and no preparation, heck, even without proper attire you did well. :)

Then I began to wonder if I am actually capable of such feats too. But, sadly I'm not :( I will learn to though. Learn to be a little like you; be able to handle situations in a calm manner and own it.

Thank you for taking the trouble to wake up and fetching me, though I was so annoyingly agitated the whole morning. Thank you for showing me how much you care (you sacrificed sleep..) and thank you for showing me how a positive attitude can attain great heights :) <3

Nineteen

My phone's screen is the first thing I'd look at every morning - to see if you've already dropped a morning greeting or, I'll be the first one to. 

It's kinda great knowing that you're the first person I greet when I want to start my day and the last person I say good night to, before I retire for bed. It's also quite funny how we do not get tired of updating each other on the whats happening to us, each day, whenever we're apart <3 

Eighteen

It does hurt me when you're ill, injured or hurt :(

Seeing you even having the slightest hint of a flu would make me want to wrap you up in a blanket and make sure you get loads of rest. I tend to do this because I know not of anything to help make you better except to care, even more :)

I know how loved I am whenever I am sick, and I hope, you are too. <3

Seventeen

Time spent with you would make hours seem like seconds and days like minutes. Every time we part and meet again, it is as if I am falling in love with you all over again. :)

We watched a deeply touching movie today, and I could still remember this one line that could possibly describe how I do feel, everyday.

" I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever"

 

All your forms. How we are, what we do and what happens around us, would change us and how we look to one another, daily. And no matter what happens. No matter what changes. I would always love you :)

(Your mum's birthday. Han Room)

Sixteen

We were driving past various traffic lights on the way back to your place, after a meeples session (I think) and we were just listening to songs on the radio. The topic about what songs were being written about, came up. And in your boyish charm, and with that little smirk, you started singing about socks. 

Socks. 

My little obsession with wearing them, and also in the most hideous patterns and colours you could ever find. 

I couldn't really forget that day, and how it made me feel. 

It felt as if we knew each other so very well. We..connected. We clicked. It was as it I've been with you all my life. The way we talked and the way we bickered about these little details. Socks. Nothing more insignificant than that. Yet, it was, for the both of us <3

(On the way to Penang! In 2011)

Fifteen

Midnight texts.

Though we have very VERY different sleeping patterns, reading an unread text when/if I wake up for a wee, would definitely cheer me up. Knowing that you were thinking of me before you fall asleep and that you care to tell me that you're home, safe.

Somehow it always feels as though you're right next to me. I feel safe knowing that no nightmares could harm me, with you 'by my side'.

:)

Fourteen

Sometimes I'd look back and think, who would I have been if I hadn't met you?


I definitely would not know how to enjoy mamak food; all the roti canai, tosai, chapati and banana leaf rice! I would not have been able to bring out the board-game addict in me. I would not know how to love nor how to share. I would still be the timid person I once was. I would still be too shy to sing in public.

Because I've met you, you taught me alot about life, about living and loving myself.

<3 thank you for always being my support pillar :)

Thirteen

Alas, I couldn't find the picture of us in my room, where you gave me a piggy-back ride! :(
I loved that you're able to always carry me, no matter how heavy I am, and that you love me just the way I am. Heavy or not.

I've heard so many stories of friends whose boyfriends would restrict them from eating, and complain about their weight, but not with you. You'd urge me to eat, and had never ever gave negative remarks regarding my weight. <3

But, thats aside the point.
Piggy-back rides. I secretly love them :P Like how I actually love being carried around. I just don't want you to hurt yourself, in the process :) You're tall, and more susceptible to obtaining some vertebral injuries, particularly near your c5 to c7 and lumbar region. So no, no carrying. Not until I'm a little lighter ;) But thank you for always entertaining my requests :D For that, I'm always glad.

Our most recent picture :)

 Us in 2010! 

Twelve

Love.

When it hits you, it hits you hard.

You've been my best friend, for almost a full 4 years already.
We've been through so much together. Ups and downs.
You know me more than I do myself, sometimes.
How many awesome moments with you, that I told myself, how great it would be, if I had a video camera that would record our every moment together, so they can be stored forever, and viewed whenever.

Truth is, though I tried to click the Save button in my hippocampus, I sometimes forget the details. Little details of our beautiful enthralling adventures together; like what was happening around us, were your hands gripping tightly around mine, or were you trying to tickle me or give me a little tap on my nose.

I don't want to forget.

I'm thankful we LOVE to take pictures together, at least in 20 or 30 years to come, we could still look back and remember the important parts, the happy memories and how in love we are.

Thank you, once again for bringing me to the convention! <3 My insanity must have taken you aback :P

Eleven

Calendar.

Its been more than 2 years, yet every time we meet and every time our hands are intertwined, I could still feel a little something tugging on my chorda tendinae. Like I have been saying and would be; there's never a dull moment with you.

I guess this is a great start to many more years. We never really tire of each other, and I think its the best anyone could get. <3

There's just always so much to learn about each other, and I think this 'journey' would never come to a halt with the rate at which we explore new areas in our life, and are still our quirky selves.

Ten

Some nights I'd roll in bed, trying to drift of to sleep, just wondering. How great it would be to be able to see your face before I shut my eyes and tune out the world and when I open them again, greeting a brand new day. And to feel your warmth on cold rainy days. And security from nightmares.. 

Nine

To the awesome person who took care of me when I was ill. Who answered my every whim and cared for the immensely. To the person who would bring me to have anything I want, whenever I want. The person who made sure I ate my meals and medication. Who would rush to the hospital with me, for me.

Thank you for caring for me throughout that horrible week and a half!

<3

Eight

It is just awesome how you know me so well. About my cravings for ice-cream, desserts and your presence ;) How you would know if I'm sleepy, hungry, or satiated, by just looking at me. :)

I don't know if I can be as good at that as you are.

Because you were away, I went grocery shopping with the gang. Boy, was it super fast when you're not with me! :(

I loved the times we would grocery shop together, talked a little, played a little more :) It just felt so natural, to be with you and taking our own sweet time :)

Miss you, dear.

Seven

Blankies.

I remember how you used to tuck me in. I'm such a sleepyhead I could hardly converse rationally with you and I just fall into deep deep sleep. 

Blankie help keep us warm and cozy during our movie evening and nights, to enjoy each other's company.

WIth the blankie, we were able to cuddle, and spend quality time together. :)

Remember how we used to wrap each other in it? :) 

No blanket/quilt is ordinary, as we have been spending this many good times in it.

;)

Six

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Polaroids

The miniature photos that we've probably spent more money on it than we should. Bits and pieces of our happiest memories are in it :) Social night, year end dinner and our second anniversary. Something to remember our happy carefree selves by.

Every moment with you, especially in your arms, takes my worries away.. all my worldly worries. I feel unstoppable with you by my side, like the whole world is at my feet and I have nothing else to worry. 

Five

The rain would always remind me of you.

I remember the many instances when you ran all the way to the  open carpark just to get the car nearer to the entrance of the school so I would not have to walk under the rain.

The rain would always remind me of you.

I remember the many instances when you ran all the way to the  open carpark just to get the car nearer to the entrance of the school so I would not have to walk under the rain.

That use to infuriate me and at the same time, it touched my heart. Greatly. I didnt like the idea of you getting drenched, I would rather walk with you in the rain. But I know, I may slow you down if we were to walk hand in hand and you'd be more wet than you would if you were to run alone. 

So thank you :):) 

I like how you would hug me because I am still afraid of thunder. How we stare at the same sky through our separate windows in our houses and communicate through texts on how we wish we were next to each other, snuggled up and reading :)

That use to infuriate me and at the same time, it touched my heart. Greatly. I didnt like the idea of you getting drenched, I would rather walk with you in the rain. But I know, I may slow you down if we were to walk hand in hand and you'd be more wet than you would if you were to run alone. 

So thank you :):) 

I like how you would hug me because I am still afraid of thunder. How we stare at the same sky through our separate windows in our houses and communicate through texts on how we wish we were next to each other, snuggled up and reading :)

Four

Regardless of our differences we share the same passions.

For mint chocolate ice cream and mangoes! 

For winning games and being the champion

For food and finding new places to nomnom!

For music and mostly classical ones too.

For discovering new places and hanging out!

and most of all, a passion for each other <3

Love you. 

Three

We are different in so many ways; physically, mentally and emotionally. :)

You're tall, I'm small. 

You're able to study till the wee hours of the morning, while I would knock out by midnight. 

You're strong enough to face the world, while I still need you to shield me sometimes..

I love fantasy; LOTR, Harry Potter.. You love thrillers; (insert name here :P) 

Yet hey, 

Here we are. Still loving each other more than ever. I'm glad to have you in my life. I really am :)

Two

I love how you hold me in your arms. That warm embrace you pull me into

For reassurance, 

Love,

Security.

I always feel like I'm enveloped by an invisible force-field that shields me from any form of harm. 

I love that you're always by my side, protecting me and I would be free of the world's worries. <3

I hope I am able to provide the same warmth that you have given me. 

One: The mirror.

Hello :)

#1, or Day 1.

You must be wondering, what am I up to this time.

In the next 100 posts (and tentatively the next 100 days, if I'm not too caught up with work that is), just the little things I remember about us. Our little memories. Somewhere to store up to a percent of what we have.

So here it is, a simple first post.


The mirror.

I remember the times when you would pick me up and spin me around and, then walk to the mirror to show me how silly I looked. When you cradled me, or held me on your shoulders upside down all I could think of was holding you closer to have a sense of support just incase I were to slip off. But when I looked into your eyes, from the reflection in the mirror, I just knew. I knew you wouldn't let me fall <3 Ever.