Fourteen

Sometimes I'd look back and think, who would I have been if I hadn't met you?


I definitely would not know how to enjoy mamak food; all the roti canai, tosai, chapati and banana leaf rice! I would not have been able to bring out the board-game addict in me. I would not know how to love nor how to share. I would still be the timid person I once was. I would still be too shy to sing in public.

Because I've met you, you taught me alot about life, about living and loving myself.

<3 thank you for always being my support pillar :)

Thirteen

Alas, I couldn't find the picture of us in my room, where you gave me a piggy-back ride! :(
I loved that you're able to always carry me, no matter how heavy I am, and that you love me just the way I am. Heavy or not.

I've heard so many stories of friends whose boyfriends would restrict them from eating, and complain about their weight, but not with you. You'd urge me to eat, and had never ever gave negative remarks regarding my weight. <3

But, thats aside the point.
Piggy-back rides. I secretly love them :P Like how I actually love being carried around. I just don't want you to hurt yourself, in the process :) You're tall, and more susceptible to obtaining some vertebral injuries, particularly near your c5 to c7 and lumbar region. So no, no carrying. Not until I'm a little lighter ;) But thank you for always entertaining my requests :D For that, I'm always glad.

Our most recent picture :)

 Us in 2010! 

Twelve

Love.

When it hits you, it hits you hard.

You've been my best friend, for almost a full 4 years already.
We've been through so much together. Ups and downs.
You know me more than I do myself, sometimes.
How many awesome moments with you, that I told myself, how great it would be, if I had a video camera that would record our every moment together, so they can be stored forever, and viewed whenever.

Truth is, though I tried to click the Save button in my hippocampus, I sometimes forget the details. Little details of our beautiful enthralling adventures together; like what was happening around us, were your hands gripping tightly around mine, or were you trying to tickle me or give me a little tap on my nose.

I don't want to forget.

I'm thankful we LOVE to take pictures together, at least in 20 or 30 years to come, we could still look back and remember the important parts, the happy memories and how in love we are.

Thank you, once again for bringing me to the convention! <3 My insanity must have taken you aback :P

Eleven

Calendar.

Its been more than 2 years, yet every time we meet and every time our hands are intertwined, I could still feel a little something tugging on my chorda tendinae. Like I have been saying and would be; there's never a dull moment with you.

I guess this is a great start to many more years. We never really tire of each other, and I think its the best anyone could get. <3

There's just always so much to learn about each other, and I think this 'journey' would never come to a halt with the rate at which we explore new areas in our life, and are still our quirky selves.

Ten

Some nights I'd roll in bed, trying to drift of to sleep, just wondering. How great it would be to be able to see your face before I shut my eyes and tune out the world and when I open them again, greeting a brand new day. And to feel your warmth on cold rainy days. And security from nightmares.. 

Nine

To the awesome person who took care of me when I was ill. Who answered my every whim and cared for the immensely. To the person who would bring me to have anything I want, whenever I want. The person who made sure I ate my meals and medication. Who would rush to the hospital with me, for me.

Thank you for caring for me throughout that horrible week and a half!

<3

Eight

It is just awesome how you know me so well. About my cravings for ice-cream, desserts and your presence ;) How you would know if I'm sleepy, hungry, or satiated, by just looking at me. :)

I don't know if I can be as good at that as you are.

Because you were away, I went grocery shopping with the gang. Boy, was it super fast when you're not with me! :(

I loved the times we would grocery shop together, talked a little, played a little more :) It just felt so natural, to be with you and taking our own sweet time :)

Miss you, dear.