Twentyone

Love..is when he would drop by to have dinner with you, eventhough he had a full day of lessons and extracurricular activity.

Thank you for taking care of me and making sure I'm not alone :)

Twenty

I think I can't say this enough. But you were awesome today.
Still so impressed that you can actually decide to run for the team all of a sudden with no fuss and you so easily owned it. :) To me, you are a winner today. With no practice and no preparation, heck, even without proper attire you did well. :)

Then I began to wonder if I am actually capable of such feats too. But, sadly I'm not :( I will learn to though. Learn to be a little like you; be able to handle situations in a calm manner and own it.

Thank you for taking the trouble to wake up and fetching me, though I was so annoyingly agitated the whole morning. Thank you for showing me how much you care (you sacrificed sleep..) and thank you for showing me how a positive attitude can attain great heights :) <3

Nineteen

My phone's screen is the first thing I'd look at every morning - to see if you've already dropped a morning greeting or, I'll be the first one to. 

It's kinda great knowing that you're the first person I greet when I want to start my day and the last person I say good night to, before I retire for bed. It's also quite funny how we do not get tired of updating each other on the whats happening to us, each day, whenever we're apart <3 

Eighteen

It does hurt me when you're ill, injured or hurt :(

Seeing you even having the slightest hint of a flu would make me want to wrap you up in a blanket and make sure you get loads of rest. I tend to do this because I know not of anything to help make you better except to care, even more :)

I know how loved I am whenever I am sick, and I hope, you are too. <3

Seventeen

Time spent with you would make hours seem like seconds and days like minutes. Every time we part and meet again, it is as if I am falling in love with you all over again. :)

We watched a deeply touching movie today, and I could still remember this one line that could possibly describe how I do feel, everyday.

" I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever"

 

All your forms. How we are, what we do and what happens around us, would change us and how we look to one another, daily. And no matter what happens. No matter what changes. I would always love you :)

(Your mum's birthday. Han Room)

Sixteen

We were driving past various traffic lights on the way back to your place, after a meeples session (I think) and we were just listening to songs on the radio. The topic about what songs were being written about, came up. And in your boyish charm, and with that little smirk, you started singing about socks. 

Socks. 

My little obsession with wearing them, and also in the most hideous patterns and colours you could ever find. 

I couldn't really forget that day, and how it made me feel. 

It felt as if we knew each other so very well. We..connected. We clicked. It was as it I've been with you all my life. The way we talked and the way we bickered about these little details. Socks. Nothing more insignificant than that. Yet, it was, for the both of us <3

(On the way to Penang! In 2011)

Fifteen

Midnight texts.

Though we have very VERY different sleeping patterns, reading an unread text when/if I wake up for a wee, would definitely cheer me up. Knowing that you were thinking of me before you fall asleep and that you care to tell me that you're home, safe.

Somehow it always feels as though you're right next to me. I feel safe knowing that no nightmares could harm me, with you 'by my side'.

:)